Scared, hurt, worried… that is all I have been feeling these days. Life feels like it is slipping away and might never come back. This is how I feel now that Dan is getting ready for Iraq. Just thinking talking about it hurts so much. I am in pain because of it, what can I do, but just sit here crying because I can't talk to him when I want to. I feel useless like I am nothing. I love him so much it hurts just not even being able to hear his voice for just like two minutes. Wow I sound so pathetic... I am pathetic cause all I can do right now is cry and cry some more.
This is something that i wrote about six months ago.
About Me
- Kit
- Hi the name is Georgie, but just call me Kit everyone else does. I am 21 and living large. ^_^ I am in college to become a vet tech, why you ask because i love animals. That is prolly the reason why most people become one. I have a zoo at my house, i have four cats, two dogs, three rabbits, fish, and an Iguana. My cat (Squeeker) is with me here at college. I was born in Italy, but raised in a small town called Afton (yeah i am sure most never heard of it). Hmmm...what else can i say, well i can be shy but once you get to know me i can be pretty cool. At least i think i am can be. hee
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
WTF
Wow. The way I feel right now hurts. I don't know y but I feel like shit and with all the shit that has happened or that is happening is just making it worse. People say shit and you get worried, they say that you don't want to know or it is nothing, and then they say it is about you. WTF you don't do that it just makes you worry even more. Then what they say is stupid or they made you worry for no reason. So you got all worked up for no reason but you are still worried like they just said that and don't really tell you the reason. Plus you are worried and stressed about other things at the same time so… you don't know what to do but just sit there and listen to it or read it. Sometimes you even feels like things aren't worth doing anymore or trying to do. I just sit here wondering is all this really worth it is the end, trying to be happy and hind everything that happens.
My Little Play
He opens the door to an old shop. The walls are lined with M4s, and right in the middle of the shop you can see a few bazookas and missiles.
He walks over to one of the missiles and starts messing with it, looking over his shoulder every ten seconds.
After a few minutes he finally walks over to the store clerk.
“Hey Ryman, how are you doing today?”
“I am good, how about you?”
“I am doing pretty well. The weather is pretty hot, no?”
“Yeah is it just a little!” “So, what are you up to?”
“I was just checking out a few of the missiles, are these ones new?”
“Why yes they are. They go faster and further than the others, and the explosions are much bigger.”
“Well! Do you have one of those for the bedroom?”
*laughing*
“Um no, Sorry guess if you want something like that, you would have to check the store down the road.” *laugh*
“So anyways, I would like this one. What type is it?”
“This is a ‘Big Bang Boom’ missile. It can travel five thousand feet and clear an area the size of a football field.”
“Oh, sounds nice how much would you say it would be?”
“Ah… it runs around five hundred thousand dollars.”
“Hmm… very nice, hey Ryman can you do something for me?”
“Maybe, depending on what it might be.”
“Well you see this missile is new a beacon for a US Army strike.”
“Um ok, what would you like me to do about it?”
“Since you are going to lose everything you hold dear, I was just letting you know ahead of time.” “Also if you wanted to get out of here and time you could grab a few things now and head out.” “Cause right now I would say you get ten minutes to do so.”
“Okay, thanks.” *runs for the back room grabs a bag and a few other things, and runs out the door*
He walks over to one of the missiles and starts messing with it, looking over his shoulder every ten seconds.
After a few minutes he finally walks over to the store clerk.
“Hey Ryman, how are you doing today?”
“I am good, how about you?”
“I am doing pretty well. The weather is pretty hot, no?”
“Yeah is it just a little!” “So, what are you up to?”
“I was just checking out a few of the missiles, are these ones new?”
“Why yes they are. They go faster and further than the others, and the explosions are much bigger.”
“Well! Do you have one of those for the bedroom?”
*laughing*
“Um no, Sorry guess if you want something like that, you would have to check the store down the road.” *laugh*
“So anyways, I would like this one. What type is it?”
“This is a ‘Big Bang Boom’ missile. It can travel five thousand feet and clear an area the size of a football field.”
“Oh, sounds nice how much would you say it would be?”
“Ah… it runs around five hundred thousand dollars.”
“Hmm… very nice, hey Ryman can you do something for me?”
“Maybe, depending on what it might be.”
“Well you see this missile is new a beacon for a US Army strike.”
“Um ok, what would you like me to do about it?”
“Since you are going to lose everything you hold dear, I was just letting you know ahead of time.” “Also if you wanted to get out of here and time you could grab a few things now and head out.” “Cause right now I would say you get ten minutes to do so.”
“Okay, thanks.” *runs for the back room grabs a bag and a few other things, and runs out the door*
Mornings
I hate mornings
The bright sun always finds a way though my curtains.
With that little bit of light,
The light seems to make the room so bright,
I can not sleep another minute.
When I finally get up and get out of bed,
I am in a haze.
If someone is trying to talk to me,
I just look at them and walk away.
If they asked why this is what I would tell them,
I am not an early bird I do not like the morning,
So if you want me to do something,
Wait a few hours then ask me.
I hate the mornings.
The bright sun always finds a way though my curtains.
With that little bit of light,
The light seems to make the room so bright,
I can not sleep another minute.
When I finally get up and get out of bed,
I am in a haze.
If someone is trying to talk to me,
I just look at them and walk away.
If they asked why this is what I would tell them,
I am not an early bird I do not like the morning,
So if you want me to do something,
Wait a few hours then ask me.
I hate the mornings.
A Stromy Night
On a dark and stormy night,
the wind was howling.
It was James becoming a werewolf.
He hated these nights,
like a boat.
Flawing to its own beat as the thunder roars.
The rain is so cold! The nights so dark.
Thunder and lighting,
lighting strikes the house.
Breeze drifting, trees swaying and thunder sounds,
lighting lights up the sky,
and hits a house and everyone dies.
What a stormy night...
Storms are a pain,
the thunder is so loud,
lighting flashes through the dark.
the wind was howling.
It was James becoming a werewolf.
He hated these nights,
like a boat.
Flawing to its own beat as the thunder roars.
The rain is so cold! The nights so dark.
Thunder and lighting,
lighting strikes the house.
Breeze drifting, trees swaying and thunder sounds,
lighting lights up the sky,
and hits a house and everyone dies.
What a stormy night...
Storms are a pain,
the thunder is so loud,
lighting flashes through the dark.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Practical
Today i have a lab practical for Vet Nursing. I don't think it is going to be that hard, but you never know. We are to be asked two questions, which can be very easy or very hard, and i hope that i at least get one easy one so i won't be horrible when i take it. I have study but most of it is trying to remember how to do curtain things, or what somethings are used for. Well i guess just wish me luck and hopefully i will do just fine.
Horse Club
Wow talk about stupid shit that goes on in this club. Yesterday one of the members wanted to impeach our president and well it happened and we have a new one. But now after it happened we have someone say that our new one threaten them to impeach the old one. I think that is messed up but they didn't have any prof of that happening, so nothing could have been done. Wow isnt this a great club lol
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