Chlidren at Suny Canton

WOW i am going to tell you something there are children at Suny Canton. Not the really small ones that run around oh no... we have ones that are our age and can't seem to handle that everything doesn't go their way. So, what do they do... well they throw a fit, throwing things and swearing and thinking that everything will be better and be normal after those things happened. But let me tell you this, it doesn't and they are hit with the harsh truth that they lost one of there goods friends.

Art Presention

This is my art for my presentation.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fedy-4QnC-g

Saying Goodbye

I hate saying goodbye. Even if it is only for the week I hate saying goodbye. Yea I will see you next weekend but just for the week I miss you. I miss the things we do and the way we have fun together. We laugh and do stupid shit that is really weird. People would think we hated each other for the way we beat each other up. I call you an idiot but I love you so much. I call you a loser but you just tickle me and make me laugh. You are my best friend and I can’t wait until the next weekend when we are together again.

Trapped in a Dream

An endless nightmare, where everyday is the same.
A daily routine with no purpose.
Like a brainless creature walking the earth.

So, we dream…
We dream of something great
Being rich, having romance, or even adventurer.

To fly to Neverland, to never grow old
To fall in love with "The One"
Winning the lottery, winning those millions.

So, we dream…
Trapped in a dream of hope
An endless nightmare, where the dream may never happen.

People Are Stupid

The name is Kit and I find people stupid. I really don't know why but I do. I find them to be annoying and some just need to learn how to shut there mouth. But I do find some to be interesting and they can be fun. lol I am making people sound like an object or thing. Through I am a person myself I find myself to be annoying and stupid at times as well. But I usually am being stupid to make others laugh or pick on them b/c it amuses me. And so if I could I would only have a few people in my life so I don't have to deal with other peoples shit. This could also by y I am becoming a Vet Tech, so I really don't have to deal with people so much. I love animals and they don't drive me nuts or piss me off. They are just being themselves they don't care what u think of them, all they care is that u love them and feed them. Some days I rather just be with my animals then have to deal with stupid people.

To Those Who Care

Do you like me?
No, for real do you?
Am I your friend?
Or am I just someone else to talk about.
What is a friend?
Is it someone who cares?
Someone who never hurts you,
Never talks behind your back?
Who knows anymore…?
You try to be yourself,
But do they really like the real you?
You feel like you are nothing.
You try to trust again,
But you feel alone never to really open up.
You think of them as good friends,
Great friends, BEST friends.
But they seem to hate you more and more.
What do you want from me?
Do you want me to die?
Disappear?
Then, beat me; give me bruises.
Make me feel low, so low I am nothing but the dirt you're stand on.
Will that make you like me for me?
No?
Call me names; tell me I am stupid,
Dumb, a dork, an idiot, even a bitch.
Tell me to leave, hate me, and say you're not my friend.
All I ask is if you don't want to be friends...
.........
Kill me with your hands, you make me disappear.
So when I am gone...
I finally know how you really feel.

In Your Eyes

Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin

(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course
I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting

In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)

In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes
(I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes

"I Caught Fire," by the USED. This song my boyfriend sang to me and since then, it has pretty much been "our song." I thought it was the funny thing though when he sung it to me, but that is just the way I am, I guess. (I laughed at him when he did it and called him an idiot).

Piece of my House

The beds in the rooms look comfy and soft. Ready to take you in with their warm blankets. You lay down and just sink in to their warm embrace. Drifting into a relaxed state of mind, not sure if you're awake or asleep. You're to relaxed to care, to move, to get up, or even do anything. Lost in such a trance, hours pass by without knowing and before you knew what happen the day was gone.

Alone

Dark and cold yet warm…
They talk and laugh with you
Or are they laughing at you.
You have fun, but then you are not there
They talk and make plans but don't ask you
One asks the other and just forgets you
Your not there anymore
They make sure to inform someone else
But just leaves you there
You're not important
You're just some other person who they talk to once in a while
So do they really like you?
Or is it just a show
Would they truly care if you disappeared?
Would they show any concern?
Or just totally forget you
So let me disappear
Let them forget me
They won't care; it would make them feel better
I am just some other person
Just someone to talk to if their friend isn't around
So once they get back you can stop talking to me
So in the end I am forgotten again
Just some person to talk to
So in the end I really am…
ALONE.